I hate how happy you make her.. We have beautiful memories together, why just throw it all away? I don’t understand. Am I not good enough? Does she have something I can’t give you? When we are together we are inseparable. And then when you are around her you’re a different person. I can tell you care for me sooo much. So why not just choose me? I can make you so happy like I used to. We spent a night together recently and we acted as though we never fucked up, like we never hurt each other, it was so perfect I cannot stop replaying it in my head. No one knows who I am talking about but, If you happen to see this then you and only you will understand.. I will forever more keep our night between me and you. But, I wish it didn’t just have to be one night. I wish it could have been eternity that I spent with you. No one else makes me feel so alive. But you.. Please realize I love you with everything. And if she is more then me fine, but it not please come back. I miss you so.